Against the grain.
MUSIC: CITY AND COLOUR
So, I've been pretty quiet for a few days.
First of all, I'M HAVIN' HOLIDAYS! YAY! Just gotta make sure I start studying soon enough for exams in January.
Second, showtime sucked. Besides the comments on my work (which weren't all too bad), one of my professors felt the need to bash me to the ground.
Yeah, I don't listen, I'm stubborn, I can't take criticism, I'm too verbal (which is, to me, like saying you're too smart - that's just impossible) and it's never ever good enough for me.
1) I do listen, I listen very very carefully even. 2) I'm not stubborn, I just know what I want and what I don't want. 3) What I do or do not do with criticism given, is always a careful decision. 4) Like I said, there's no such thing as being too verbal. 5) I'm a perfectionist. Deal with it.
She also cared enough to mention she would not be able to work with me. Well, if it's one thing I have learned from secondary school, it's that when you cannot work with someone, that is your problem, not theirs.
Because I had been noted of my defensive attitude, I decided to shut my mouth, smile and nod and say "I understand".
Nevertheless, it still hurts to be called all those things.
I don't like it when people start talking crap because they think they got me all figured out. I know that I'm not the easiest person to deal with, but as long as I am happy with the way I am, I'm not changing one bit.
So F U mofo's.
I'll be back in January, rollin' like I've always rolled.
PS: My Adobe CS3 trial ran out so that's why I don't have shit to update with. Bummer huh.